Sometimes it's strange, I love myself and hate myself...
Yesterday evening I've hated myself for being so calm and controlled...cause I've heard a voice inside saying 'lose control...lose control!'...but nothing, nothing..My mind is my own enemy!
Now I don't know what to do, what to say...it's getting harder and harder but I don't feel blue at all...I'm having a great time...I'm happy...but in a remote corner of my heart I know that I still miss a (not at all little) thing...and I dont't actually know if I'm getting nearer and nearer to it..or I'm losing it forever...But I stil have faith and hope..and I will struggle to death to have what I want!!!!
..cause...Queen of R'n'B..rocks!
Yesterday evening I've hated myself for being so calm and controlled...cause I've heard a voice inside saying 'lose control...lose control!'...but nothing, nothing..My mind is my own enemy!
Now I don't know what to do, what to say...it's getting harder and harder but I don't feel blue at all...I'm having a great time...I'm happy...but in a remote corner of my heart I know that I still miss a (not at all little) thing...and I dont't actually know if I'm getting nearer and nearer to it..or I'm losing it forever...But I stil have faith and hope..and I will struggle to death to have what I want!!!!
..cause...Queen of R'n'B..rocks!
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